Saturday, February 14, 2004

Tis the day when all is lovey...
falalalala...lalalala...

hehe not that i felt particularly lovey today neway :P
the most interesting thing i did today
was to go for tuition
and learn about puteri gunung ledang.
it was actually pretty interesting.
i actually felt inspired to write the entire story out in english.

watched the last samurai in the afternoon
and it was pretty good...
the ppl in the movie all seemed to
live by their own principles and didn't need/want nethin else.
made me wonder bout their ignorance of God.
coz wut i've learned so far bout Him is that
He fills up this sense of dissatisfaction and discontentedness
nearly everybody harbours within themselves.

u noe when ppl say they can't find a purpose in life,
don't noe who they really are, feel a sense of emptiness and stuff?
that sorta thing.
He's sposed to fill you up
and make u feel a sense of contentedness...
but the ppl in the movie didn't need that.
at least, not as far as i could see neway.
i noe it was a movie, but it got me thinkin all the same.

cow's colored in a couple of my drawings
and they look pretty good :)
the puppy-eyed girl looks really nice now,
tho i think her butt could do with a little more... fat :P
to check her out... go to renderosity.com
and search for InfernalCow!

[u'll have to register
but i like to think that they're all worth a peek :P]

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Love is In The Air :P
can't remember the last time
nearly everybody(urs truly included) was happy about sumbody :)
here's a GREAT BIG CONGRATZ
to

Perng & Kelly

hehe :P
don't actually noe of nebody else to congratulate
except ...
myself and cow *GRIN*
so congratz to us Nyahahah!
our 1st vday! :P

everybody else seems to have a certain sumbody
lurkin within their hearts this yr.
some don't seem very happy about it,
but others appear to be pretty cheerful.
to those of u who don't have a certain sumbody...
or can't have a certain sumbody...
don't worry, k?
bcoz the biggest valentine u can ever get
is out there, juz waitin for u :)

noe that the 1 and only person,
the 1 and only eternal being
loves u more than anybody else
in the whole entire world :P

so take heart!!!
Happy [early] Valentine's Day!!!

Saturday, February 07, 2004

today, a big bunch of us went to ISKL
([I]nternational [S]chool of [K]uala [L]umpur)
for the forensics workshop thing.
met liz, cal and cow at skewl before walkin to the tmn jaya lrt station.
cow very ingeniously managed to convince us
to buy the wrong tickets,
and board the wrong train.
so that we were headed in the opposite direction
and ended up reaching there even later than we thought we wud be.

the duet/solo workshop was really fun.
we did group activities and got to noe lotsa new ppl.
in 1 of our activities we had to act out a scene:
"Family Argument In The Kitchen"
i got to be mum :P
there was also a daddy, a mum-in-law, and 3 kids.
everybody got arguing bcoz of my horrendous cookin hehe.
pig kidneys and broccoli muahahhaha...

it got so that my kids were wailing about
a renovation so that we'd have enuff toilets to use after mealtimes,
and shopping for a bigger supply of toilet paper.
mum-in-law was moaning at dad
about why he had to go marryin me in the 1st place.
sed dad, "i thought u made me marry her!"
hehe it all ended with a big divorce
and a rude awakening that my eldest son wasn't my son at all.
my son actually went cheering away, bleh!

there was alot of shrieking and groaning
and shoutin during the scene and since everythin was impromptu,
it all got very much out of hand hehe
but it was alot alot of fun.
everybody laughed alot :P

the rest of the day was just not-enuff-sleep,
tuition, and a night out with my family :)
we went to eat bah kut teh in klang
and got lost on the kl highways
sounds familiar, but No, it wasn't my fault this time!!!
so we got to spend alot of time talkin bout stuff.
it felt nice, even tho cus kept aggravatin me with his
persistency on how God and heaven are all myth.
but ..all in all, i think i like family bondin very much :)

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

If u, who are reading this right now,
do not noe how unlucky and at times hazardous
wednesdays can be,
let me share my experiences with you.

today, i woke up with a stomache ache.
i nearly missed my bus bcoz i was in the toilet for so long.
at cf, i curled up into a ball on the stairs nearby
to try mollify the pain in my stomach.
it didn't work.
i missed prayer to run into the toilet w/o any tissue paper.
i squatted painfully over the hole in the floor,
and purged brown watery 3/4 fluid substance
until everybody was already lining up on the tapak.

i stayed in the toilet in that position until
liz mercifully came running in after perhimpunan
to give me some tissue she managed to get.
God Bless Her Soul!
later after that, i had to walk up and down
the block D staircase 4 times bcoz of pjk.

after the pain had left,
the day seemed to brighten up.
then after school, i realised my mum
had forgotten about me again so i had to call her.
she told me that she'd just parked her car
and didn't want to leave until 3.30pm.
thinkin that alot of ppl seemed to be stayin back anyway,
i relented.
liz left at 2.30 tho.
and i spent the hour after that intruding into
a couple of not-so-close friends' discussion.
or that's how it felt like anyway.
felt abit bad coz i didn't noe them both that well :/

oh btw, kelly, if u're readin this,
i can't remember if i thanked u for commendin my blog,
so here's a really big Thanks!
it gave me alot of encouragement :)


mum picked me up late,
after a series of very unsuccessful phone-calls
from me to her.
was late for piano. came home, ate, bathed,
and walked straight to piano, pooped.
came back home to realise there was nobody home.
and that i couldn't go in.
had to climb over the gate.
i spent the rest of the time attempting to
break into the house.
only, clearly, i cannot fit thru the grail of the sliding doors anymore.

kak came back some time after i started
seriously losing it and went slamming away at the doors.
that put her in a bad mood.
talked to cow for abit and felt much better.
but wait, the climax is here.

went to wei zhou's open house.
was initially too bothered to go,
but went anyway upon mum's insistence.
they had this guy from china hu appeared in the papers,
who was playing the er hu and gu qing there.
it was pretty kewl coz the music was nice.
he was one talented dude,
for all his short, bulky coarseness.
up till there, i was enjoying myself.

after he finished, things got seriously boring.
mum went on with her aunty chatter about kids these days
and their schoolwork and tuitions and blablabla...
while eunice disappeared somewhere up the road
to play fireworks with all her new friends...
and marcus went upstairs to watch some old
chinese soap-opera rerun with some girls.
after waiting tolerantly for 1/2 hour
but still not being able to go home,
i started getting really miffed.
begging my mum was to no avail
coz she was sipping vodka by then.

after a whole lot of desperate pleading, like an hour later,
mum sed ok, go get ur bro and sis.
sis utterly refused to leave, so i got all kek
and went lookin for cus instead.
walked really fast and impatiently across the pavement and
smack into this glass screen door.
at the sound of my muffled "FAHK!?",
a big group of older gamblin teenage boys
on the other side of the glass looked up.
total instant mortification?
yes.

now i am home, with my lip swollen as a result
of cutting them on my teeth,
and my eyelid sumwhut swollen too.
if this hasn't been a horrid day, i don't noe wut is.
sorry for this borin bitchin blog, but i had to vent.

i really need to keep track of all these wednesdays
so i can build a convincing case on why wednesday
is the one day of the week that shouldn't exist
and present it to Father Time.

Sunday, February 01, 2004

*grinz*
i now sit facing our monitor
which has been turned onto it's left side.
apparently some virus has snuggled itself
very comfortably into our computer,
so that now all the stuff
that shows up on the screen normally
has been flipped 90 degrees.

my dear brother marcus
adamantly persists that this is my fault.
tho i do not see how merely chatting
and surfing and checking my mail
can cause our screen to roll over and rest on it's side.
he perversely refuses to even consider
the fact that he downloads stuff
at almost every hour, and that
some virus might have found it amusing
to hitch a piggyback ride on one of his downloads.

just 10 minutes ago,
cus got so fed-up over reading things sideways
that he did exactly whut everybody
has been jokingly telling him all new year.
he picked up the monitor and placed it sideways on the table,
so that now everything is upright again,
but taller than it is wide.
it looks very comical and i wish
fervently that my digicam were working.
i might even forgive our computer's
constant lagging due to it's current adorableness.

we had a late-notice open house yday,
so that none of our frenz came except dad's.
the staff from mum and dad's office came too.
it was the first time any of us saw them in casual clothes.
we ate steamboat all night long whenever we felt like it,
while dad and the guys stayed up till early this morn gamblin.
i dare not imagine how much he has lost already.

all the mummies and kiddies spent the night
chit-chatting about mumsie-stuff and
brawling at bondi (my harmlessly adorable german shepherd)
to stop comin into the house.
hehe he was afraid of the fireworks outside
and he could smell good food inside.
so whut else would a normal dog choose to do?

we've had two families visit us so far today,
from mum's side of friends.
wei zhou and kuok pin,
who are the ones i usually talk to since
we're about the same age, didn't come.
so i spent most of my time readin liz's apollyon.

hm, which reminds me...
i finished liz's soul harvest yday night
and learned a new quote that appeals very much to me.

"He is no fool
who gives up
what he cannot keep [this temporal life]
to gain what he cannot lose [eternal life with Christ]."

-- missionary Jim Elliot

i prolly sound like a prat,
but i hope whoever's readin this
will take time to ponder about that line.
it certainly got me thinkin.