zyrked^

Enfin.

2009-08-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

Finally. True happiness, satisfaction and love.<3

friends

2007-11-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

always thought i was special,having the friends i had.you were my soul mate,my confidant, my companion.you accept everything i am,flaws and claws and all.and when you cudn't understand,you - the other you - were my kindred spirit.my other likeness, my moodswing quick-fix,my tempered hotsauce.but you - the only you - were my only.what of friendswho don't speak to one another?is it me who has

underground

2007-11-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

man fishingincomplete series of man getting to his feetsolitudesouls of distortionintimacy5 months of artwork.there should have been more,but time hasn't really been on my side.the underground has taken over my life.next friday and saturday, 7pmthis production i helped to startwill be happening in school.i've written two of the plays,one of which i will be performing,and the other i am

2007-10-02T21:19:00.001+08:00

when i get stressed,i peel the skinoff my fingers.it keeps my body functioning,the pain reminds me i'm alive.it's a filthy habit,barbaric and disgusting,but there you go.my right thumb looks like raw meat right now.pieces of flesh are glinting,red with caking blood,through layers of dried, peeled skin...and i can't type without feeling my raw fleshrub against each key of my keyboard,like

:)

2007-05-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

ahem.say hello to...thespian officer krystle!just went through my first inducting ceremony today,and ngyak, it was awesome fun.also had the thespian party at george's house,and we had elections there.was elected to be the 2008 treasurer/PRO hehe.happy happy.i think this is the best night of my whole yr at iskl.anyway, couple of art updates:Obscure Childoils on silk print paintingsposedly a social

melodrama

2007-05-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

why is it that whenever you feel unhappy,you feel irreconcilably fat and ugly?every movement feels slow, sluggish,every shifting of the limbs a grudgingpush against the grey sludge of depression.lambie said we use wordswhich we don't truly understand.you can't be depressed, he said,if you can still manage to pull yourself out of bed.well my body's out of bed,but the rest of me sure isn't.every

ipoditis

2007-03-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

i'm horribly, horribly afflictedn i blame it all on steve jobs.seriously, who needs 30gb (much less 60gb!)of music and videos?who in the whole student/working communitycan afford that sort of time?the amount of time you take to rip dvds,convert the files to mp4 or mpeg,search and download mp3s,sync them to ur ipod,sort out all the titles and artists,add some album artwork,create playlists,

untitled

2007-03-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

two rejection letters.one more pathetic credo shot down.who said your best was good enough?

lyrical menstruality

2007-03-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

i flip open my student diaryto look for last friday,and instead of studious, multicoloured scrawls ofhw assignments, i find two pagesof pure, beautifulblankness.this is wut my academic lifeis coming to, ppl...a disregarding of everything :Pjust kill me lai don't even know wut i'm carryingin my bag anymore.if this sem doesn't end sooni think my grades will nosedive thru hell.climbing, tho, has

listless listmaking

2007-03-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

i think i'm the laziest person in the world.apart from another visit to camp 5,i spent the entire weekend dozing aroundand blatantly ignoring my Himalayanpile of assignments.all i rmbr of this afternoonwas a drowsy sweet-smelling napand a plethora of giggles spilt overCalvin and Hobbes..ngyek ngyek ngyek, life is good.List of Things To Do1. Econ Portfolio (which i think is due tmrw)2. English -

picture album

2007-03-02T17:58:00.000+08:00

hello's gone forever, noooooo...now i have to rely on blogger'sslowasfahk image uploader.neway, thought it was time for some pics :)our kakak just left on monday back to indon..not sure if we'll ever see her again.printed out pictures of our familyand relatives and of her with us,and placed it in this envelope.see how marcus gets his own sticky? :Phe didn't want to be left out hahaha!this was

spurred to thought (by econ?)

2007-02-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

ever since we moved into macroeconomics,i just don't get econ anymore.everything has faded from plain reasonto abstractions, and even the simplest conceptlooks incredibly elusive to me.then again, it's probably a lack of concentration;haven't been in focus ever since 2nd sem started.nothing seems to matter anymore,everything seems so trivial...it's back to the good old dayswhen homework wasn't

happy valentine's!!!

2007-02-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hey babe, trespassing on your blog to wish uHappy Valentine's!!! *muakz!*(hit refresh if you dont see anything diff.)

2007-02-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

was feeling viciously unhappy earlier,but am much better now :)stayed back for rock-climbing again(i scaled two walls!),then took the bus to bangsar LRT station,got off at tmn jaya then grudginly walked to the office...i figured there was no way i could get homelater than if i took the school bus home,cos if i take the 5.45pm bus i get home at 8pm!finally got home at about 7.30pm.was greeted by

artsy fartsy

2007-01-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

wokay, bedroom actually looks good now.the malay dude did a pretty good job,feel kinda bad for being mean about/to him just now.apparently he's indonesianbut he works here with his family.he even showed pictures of his wife and sonto my mum and kak on his mobile phone :Pyeah, feel damn bad now.really really shudn't be so prejudicedto a certain race as a whole.wherever u are, indon dude, i'm sorry

bitchfit

2007-01-31T17:06:00.000+08:00

my room's a TOTAL mess atm,and so's my computer room.my bed and tables and are shroudedwith pieces of boards, curtains and papersand all sorts of crap,so much so that you can barely make outwhat bit of furniture it's sposed to be.it's a damn huge turn-off to walk upstairsstill groggy from a 1.5hr bus journeyexpectin to see ur beautiful warm bedand nice clean study-table,but seeing all of it

this sunday

2007-01-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

valentine's day is coming,and project omg jus cudntlet the opportunity go :Pthis coming sunday night,lose the boy/girlfriendand come for indie gigValentine Vehemence :A Night of Un-Romantic Spoken Word4th February, Sunday8.00pmRM5 (inclusive of drinks and snacks)The Dram Projects, BG-8 Happy Mansion, Section 17/13, Petaling Jayaaccording to pat, it will be"a night of readings (poetry and written

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2007-01-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

for wiyo :)The Trap of Hopefly, little dovebe brave and tryreach for the open heavensgo bask in its lightpush off, little dovedon’t stop to crythe horizon might vanishso hurry and climbsoar, little dovedo not look downstop watching your friendsthey can wait foreverstopping, little dove?but it is not very highthe eye of heaven waversyou will lose your sightmove on, little doveyou are small but

bitch of a week

2007-01-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

microscopic shards of fiber-glassare sticking into my right arm...it hurts like an itch, only worsecos it feels like a hundred tiny needlesare pricking you all at once.helped dad out with his fish tanks,spent more than half the afternoonlistening to him talk about his fish,his efforts, our "pathetic" situationand how the whole recirculation system worksand blablablablabla for an entire hrbefore

grumble

2007-01-25T20:38:00.000+08:00

i feel like an awful cheat.submitting an essay i wrote for IB oralsas one of the essays i have to write for TASP.sigh, the measures stress can drive you to...if i had known about the scholarshipearlier in advance, i wudn't be so hard pressedfor time right now :(i really would have written a decent essay.oh well, 2 essays down, 1 more to go...realized also that oxbridge wantsmy form 5 report card

cowardly dreams

2007-01-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

reading a myriad of prose and poetrysubmitted to prism (our literary school mag) this yr.there's enough good stuff in hereto turn me green with envy, andenough crap stuff to make me cringe.but these ppl have serious guts.imagine slaving over a piece of writingfor hours on end, repeating the lines aloudand nitpicking with words until it seems perfect...then sending it off to indifferent

save me

2007-01-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

List of Things To Do: 1. Write TASP essays X32. Write IASAS Art essay3. Figure out World Lit Topics X24. TOK Journal5. Prepare Econ for Tues6. Mandarin Essay for Tues7. Math Trig. Paper8. Read and select prose/poetry for Prismi'm so stressed out over writingthe application essays for TASP.usually an essay (a decent one anyway)takes me about 5 hrs to write, but if we'relooking at what's left of

some kinda life

2007-01-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

god i'm so tired today..all of a sudden i've so many things to do,n my grades for 2nd sem are totally screwin up..doesn't help my waning morale *whine*applying for this summer program called TASP.(google it urself, lazy to search n link hehe.)heard about it by overhearing a conversationbetween jia hui and venables.it sounds great la, but after writing my resumei think my chances are pretty

why climb?

2007-01-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

so annoyed!!somehow mozilla reinstalled itself fromscratch or sth, so all my bookmarks have disappeared.what's worse is that i can't findone of my most crucially important links:this superbly comprehensive tourist webguideto the Maldives, complete with price quotations,priceless resort details, customer reviewsand online bookings...it's one of those heartachy "one day" dreams.i'm WAITING, and

dazed

2007-01-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

the time is 10pm, and i just woke up.pretty mild word-choiceconsidering how i fought myself back to reality..had my first nightmare in months,only when it was all happeningi hadn't the good sense to realise it was a nightmare and wake up.i seldom get vivid dreams, so when i do,i usually end up not being able to wake upeither because i want to know what happens next,or bcos i don't know how much

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2007-01-14T12:58:00.000+08:00

been extraordinarily prone to irritation lately,and particularly with mum.whenever we start talking about something,we start losing our tempers at each othersimply because we don't like each other's tone,or because one of us don't agree bout sth,and we start arguing and gettinreally (temporarily) pissed at each other.ok, maybe the arguing one is me.but it's kinda hard to be civil whenshe's saying

rock-climin'

2007-01-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

12.04am. the day's already over.and i still haven't finished my hw!!!*freakz!*got home around 8pm.stupid retarded goddamn traffic jamall over KL and the rothman's roundabout...it wasn't so bad when there were still ppl on the bus,at least there was some entertainment.but i was stuck alone on the busfor 45 minutes at rothman's...ugh.there's always this bunch who sharedirty secrets so loudly that

good feelings

2007-01-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

why do so few ppl tag me?*whine*is it cos it says "porci" instead of "tag"?i knew sophistication had to come at a price,but c'mon guys!wherefore art thou, faithful readers?*snifflez*cudnt sleep well at all last nite,think my tummy was too fullafter eating half a plate of TGIF's beef ribs.and i think the thought of schoolstressed the hell out of me too.didnit finish o'leary's econ commentary,

post, damnu, post!

2007-01-04T13:26:00.000+08:00

miyo's best pic durin ourentire 3D2N stay in singapore.

preview night

2007-01-04T13:04:00.000+08:00

find the new blogger damn annoying.have to sign in using google acc, wthell?n still figurin out how to post pics,now that hello doesn't work the same nemore.preview night yday was ok,i guess.lights were pretty shit.coupla timesthey were on when they werent sposed to be,n not on when they were sposed to be.on the bright side,the crowd laughed at all the right times la :)and brian aka branabrought

its not stage fright

2007-01-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

for lack of a better word:heeeeeeeeeeelp.

happy new year

2006-12-31T20:53:00.000+08:00

2006 was good to (and for) me.did good for SPM.tried out for a few scholarships,got rejected,learnt how to accept personal failures(that was tough, i tell you)and move on..joined The Oral Stage,took part in my 1st professional theatre production,then my 2nd, next my 3rd.met some of the most unbelievable ppl,whom i'm super grateful to have gotten the opportunity to work with...poets, writers,

readin between the pixels

2006-12-31T01:49:00.000+08:00

wwokay!let's delve beyond the pink&blueof my apparently diva-ish blog, shall we? :Pthis is for benefit ofthose-who-do-not-appreciate-embedded-meanings!uncultured phillistines~~*glare pointedly at a particular person*let's start with the links.the kitten in the photograph is artemis,who lived with us a few weeksbefore her notorious misdeeds drove my family(includin me) so crazy that we gave her

the breakfast club

2006-12-31T00:58:00.000+08:00

incidentally,my latest dabblement in theatregoes onstage next thursday!visit our blog for more details,and do come by and give urs truly some moral support :)and to entice you...here's our postcard.hehe, guess which character i'm playing :Pthe power of makeup, no?venables said i looked like janet jackson.heh, hopefully he meant it in the best possible way.won't tell you what the show's about,but

at long last!

2006-12-28T16:18:00.000+08:00

sooooooo...after a year of (subtle?)nagging at his bovine highness,finally, you are able to witness the final product of our combined efforts :Dbe awed, people, be VERY awed...because this blog took a great deal of effort and like he said, many sleepless nightsand panda-eyes... :)we went through about a dozen different versions before we finally settled on this, and then we went through about a

2006-12-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

u know how it iswhen u find ur old diary?when u see all the stupidly ridiculous thingsu used to think, used to feel,used to say...when u read thru all the thingsu did or didn't do,how it hits u right in the heartso that u wish to God u cud have been wiser somehowback then?all the way back back then...it's always that way for me.reading my old writing alwaysmortifies the hell outta meand i'm

2006-01-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

urgh... another bad day at work.feeling kinda foul thru my insides.nth went particularly wrong lah,only i think i'd exceeded mycustomer quota for a while there.couldn't handle the endless line of customers...greeting them, finding change for them,typing in their credit card details,helping them change their billing address,answering their various questions/complaints,all the time furiously typing

2006-01-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

a little self-indulgence... :) 100 Random things about the Zyrk1. Zyrk is Kryz backwards.2. My best friend Liz calls me Kwee,and my little sister calls me Kwi.3. I was sposed to be born on National Day,but refused to be born till 2 Sept4. My tarot card is 1, the Magician5. I'm half blind without glasses/contact lens6. I have a mole on my forehead, and 1 on my left palm7. I have really small hands

2005-12-30T18:00:00.000+08:00

of my 13 days of workinat my mum's office...out of the 5 chinese i serve,i inevitably come across 2 or 3who inexplicably feel that if i do notspeak cantonese, i must be malay.out of the 5 canto-speakingcustomers i serve,i inevitably come across 2whom i really quite dislike.and out of every 5 canto-speakingcustomers i serve,i inevitably come across1 who is incorrigibly rude and impatient.am i so

2005-12-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

for all you writers out therewho'd like to know your standards.for all you guys who'd like sth to dowhen you come online.for all you readerswho crave fresh material.for all you guys who are in need of inspiration and ideas...there's a place for you to go.check out www.inkyhands.net a malaysian online litmag,by malaysian teens, for malaysian teens :)

2005-12-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

9th of December 2005!!!this coming Friday,5pm onwardsthere's gonna be a openBBQ party at my house,and everybody's invited :)make sure you comein a funny outfit (santa hats, ultraman masks,reindeer headbands,anything goes!)because a mystery gift will be awarded to the wackiest get-up.there will be a PS2 tournament,(combat + racing games)and the winner gets a prize oso.bring RM15 to enjoy the food,

2005-11-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

sexiest phone in the industry.i'm in love :P

2005-11-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

my God, my God, my God!!!today He opened uptwo huge windows of opportunities for me.today in church,uncle matthias was fitting my headfor the wolf costume this xmas,and i found out he's an art director or sth...told him i loved artand i loved drawing and craft,and he told me to show me his stuff one day.he said if i'm good enough,he might give me freelance jobs or sth.don't know if he was only

2005-11-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

During the next 6 months after SPM1. Kickboxing lessons2. Keyboard lessons3. Read my entire Book List4. Watch my entire Movies List5. Download my entire Songs List6. Learn how to sing entire Songs List7. Work8. Get a new wardrobe9. Get driving license10. Prepare for Form 611. Practise drawing again12. Go to Pulau Redang (and get a tan :)13. Hone my Chinese14. Get hair permed15. CLEAN UP MY ROOM!

2005-09-14T15:46:00.001+08:00

inspired by the invisible girl of fantastic four :) do ignore stomach muscles, haven't advanced there yet hehe.

2005-09-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

my first attempt at a superhero . must've failed quite badly at it too, cos liz asked if she were a ballerina :P

2005-09-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

inspired by that angel guy from spawn comics :P

2005-09-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

a 10 minute piece. i especially like the hair on this one :)

2005-09-12T15:36:00.000+08:00

i'm not sure whetheri shud be happy or sad today.i got shortlisted for the MPH competition.sth i've been vying for...since the day i finished my essay.it'll be posted up later today i think,on this webby https://pgi.com.myon the other hand...they took Bondi away this morning.and i'm not going to see him anymore.i didn't even get to say goodbye...he's...he had been suffering from a skin disease,

2005-06-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

buddies :)

2005-06-25T23:40:00.001+08:00

SMILES! left to right: me, liz and estherat the Accelerate 2005 conference :)

2005-06-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

funny faces :P

2005-06-18T21:03:00.002+08:00

guess who >=)

2005-06-18T21:03:00.001+08:00

albert einstein

2005-06-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

superman drawn freehand, woohoo!w/o reference that is :D

2005-06-18T21:02:00.001+08:00

the calendar template

2005-06-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

the essential idea

2005-06-18T14:46:00.000+08:00

draft in blue

2005-06-18T14:45:00.001+08:00

draft for seni project cover

2005-06-18T14:45:00.000+08:00

attempt in crayon

2005-06-13T18:02:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of hols - gone, just like that.makes you wonder whatyou've been doin' the whole time :/thankfully, my hols weren't too unproductive.mr. rao kept me busy for the 1st week,and during the last 2 days,i went with liz, et, esther, shane and cowto this completely "awesome!!" conference :)it was called Accelerate 2005,and man, being there was likebreathing the fresh air in an endless paradise.i

What Intelligence Are You?

2005-05-28T02:20:00.000+08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic

Mega Name Generator

2005-05-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

Krystle Kai Wong's Aliases Your movie star name: None Wong Your fashion designer name is Krystle London Your socialite name is Bi New York Your fly girl / guy name is K Won Your detective name is Cat Catholic High School Your barfly name is Korean Chips None Your soap opera name is Kai Taman Sea Your rock star name is None Lightning Your star wars name is Krybon Woneu Your punk rock

2005-04-30T14:55:00.000+08:00

smoothened out some lines... but i don't spose you can tell :P

2005-04-30T14:54:00.002+08:00

sharpened his spiky wheel thing

2005-04-30T14:54:00.001+08:00

added an electric ball thing

2005-04-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

done in black poster paint and colour pencils.don't laugh, i suck at coloring :P

2005-04-30T14:53:00.001+08:00

a nice robomaid

2005-04-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

robopup!

2005-04-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

the general anatomy of my hybrids

2005-04-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

here's my newest collection :) half-baked hybrids of human and robot. interestingly enough, all this would not have been conceived if not for the SPM seni project :PGod knows what pn. tai's gonna say.neway, enjoy.comments welcome as always :)

2005-04-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

bedroom slippers and a saucy hook.a delectable mix?

2005-04-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

she's not naked, she's sposed to be in a catsuit, that's all :P

2005-04-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

meet tarzan the revolutionized.and no, i did not refer to anything aside my mind's eye :)

2005-04-28T12:05:00.000+08:00

my 2nd art hw

2005-04-28T12:04:00.001+08:00

my (then) halfdone art hw

2005-04-28T12:04:00.000+08:00

ee ling's, yunn hwa's and my wishlist

2005-04-28T12:03:00.001+08:00

my sweet neighbours, jane and carmen :)

2005-04-28T12:03:00.000+08:00

my faithful notebook :P

2005-02-19T13:55:00.000+08:00

SEA Forensics 2005 Results for CHSSolo Acting:2 Semifinalists(Esther and me),& Gold medalist (Esther!)Duet Acting:3 semifinalists(Nicholas Ng with Ng Yen Tink,Gwendolyn Liow with Cheng Shae Nee,Caleen Chua with me!),3 finalists(Nicholas Ng with Ng Yen Tink,Gwendolyn Liow with Cheng Shae Nee,Caleen Chua with me!),Bronze medalist(Caleen Chua with me!),& Silver medalist(Gwendolyn Liow with Cheng

2005-02-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

i look super fat here... but damn, cow looks yummy :)

2005-02-07T19:43:00.000+08:00

at the church prom

2005-01-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

say hello to my latest pet creation,the 5S7 Monster! :D

2005-01-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

the official 5S7 shirt prototype.

2005-01-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

i got my new hp!!! *bounces around happily* it's not the 3220 tho. it's a T630, and it's not new either. but it sure feels good looking at the color screen and its slinky blackness :) using my 8310 for the last 3 years has rendered me IT-obsolete. i had no idea what bluetooth was until my cousin taught me how to send songs and pictures to and fro via bluetooth. it's sooo cool! you

2005-01-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

this 1 was an experiment.think if i build on this style properlyi'll really be Somewhere by the end of this yr :)

2005-01-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

sth i drew durin relief period today.

2005-01-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

still incomplete, but it looks good so far.credits to my bodumus ushifor bringing her alive :)

2005-01-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

my latest, latest :)and my best too, if i do say so myself.comments, everybody?

2004-12-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

boo guys :) didja think to see me back? felt that the new year required at least a leetle post. s'big thing after all. hmm. i wonder how many of u are still religiously checkin this old blog :P i noe enuff of u pop by upon occassion to leave some fond wishes and it's really sweet. thank u so much :) been up to/thru abit of things while i was away. emailed my old mentor, for one :) met up

2004-12-15T15:33:00.001+08:00

my latest. tried a new style :) care to share ur thoughts?

2004-12-15T15:33:00.000+08:00

can't help myself :) miss you guys. here's love from the schizo-amoebas!

2004-12-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

sweet little me :)

2004-11-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

hey all. haven't been bloggin for awhile. stuff happens sometimes that u just don't feel like sharing, happy or sad. s'just to say.. this will be my last post on zyrked du femininny la.. for now. been bloggin for nearly a year, and it's kinda reached a point where i'd like a little privacy or sth.. life's gotten kinda so that i don't feel much like bloggin for everybody to know anymore. neway

2004-11-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

thank you soo much! to everybody who bothered to comment, and check neopet's real faeries for a comparison :) ppl like you make my day a hundred times over and over... God bless you truly :) just read thru liz's blog, and her latest post is about her lifeplan. she actually planned out her nett worth (10 million by the age of 30 *goggle*), all the names she wants to call her (5!!!) kids, when

2004-11-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

went to 1u today and finally used up the RM40 worth of MPH vouchers i won from the competitions during english week. bought this really really cool and helpful lookin book that's about Drawing Cutting Edge Cartoons. the stuff they present looks alot like those in marvel comics, so i'm hoping i'll be able to get my anatomy right now :) spent most of this afternoon surfing thru yahoo games

2004-11-12T00:11:00.001+08:00

uhh.. her majesty the darkness faerie? :P

2004-11-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

the 1st passable mermaid i've ever done :)

2004-11-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

fairly proud of this 1 :) think she could be an air faerie.

2004-11-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

i just saw the sweeetest, most romantic and sentimental cartoon episode *smile sappily at you* nvr been 1 to watch tv much, but earlier when i was waitin for mum to finish bathing, i sat down next to mi on the bed and watched as told by ginger on nickleodeon. ginger was in senior high now, and apparently she and darren had gotten together, only in this episode, darren left her to go out with